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Thursday, 25 December 2008

Monday, 22 December 2008

  • it's going to the end of yr 2008*

    2008.i'm a 19th teenage girl huh.
    So fast, it's guin end of this year 2008*
    This Yr atc is the worst yr i hav been thru.
    But,i appreciate all da thgs.
    What happened, i cudnt change.
    Thats da fact dat i nid to take.
    As he said to me: Take it as ur teenage life experience.
    Bai Han,Thanks!

    In this yr. I met alot of friends!
    Those ppl in The One Acedemy. *All of u la. Dnt get jealous cz i dint list u guys out.
    Ppls in kl.
    Alot til i cudnt list out one by one.
    by the way;i wish to say happy to get knw w/ u al.
    everyone.NICE TUH MEET U!!! ;)

    Lets do some recall for wat had happen in this yr.
    I let those pictures do the talking.alright.
    This is a photo post. Sry if u wan to read my words.readers!

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     This is when the 1st time i drink w/ the beloved ji mui in kl ;) She was gone.!!! serious! ahah XD

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    this drawing i drew when its really a heartache time. Its abt u,Jer!

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    The 1st sem in the one. 13.07.08

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    My ex- Aravindan. he been nice to me for abt 2 months.
    but aftr,its totally upside down.

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    Me n Jer during he is in msia ;)

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    My bday trip-redang. credit to my ex.

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    i cigar dat i addicted whn im w/ bai han da fucker =D

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    one of my fav pict whn i stil w/ him.lmao

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    smoking;smtime its gud =.='

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    My final project for calli for sem 2

     z

    i realized we like to shop. = =' what the fuck!!!

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    ok.ntg to say w/ this.lmao

     Memories14244

    i used to smoke alot whn smtg bad happened

     cute version

    we pay a visit to nicole's hometown.mallaca

     oo

    presentation day during sem 2 class

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    this is so not me.

     peishan&milkos

    i hate to be a group w/ her.i cried for this. damn her. serious!

     Memories13013

    my ex bah. lmao. = =' or maybe almost lover. ahah

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    yeaaa chocolate is my life =')

     Memories12384

    Ron said this is so japanese. ahah

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    i like to wear on Jer's shirt

     Memories13664

    she is so nice person. ying ying

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    in this yr. i gainned weight. mother fucker!

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    when i draw this.. i'm crying.

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    see.i'm a gud student wehhhh =p

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    3 of us so fucking igh on dat time when sing k.

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    the brunei senior. =) ccm

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    close up w/ him

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    my 19th bday cake. in redang.

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    my edited picture for mj.

     Memories12171

    redang.

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    ohhhhhh asia ppl w/ da arabian. kiwi. bestie last time.

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    enjoy the cake.

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    a whole night dint slip look. wtf. sem 1

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    i like myself on dat time.. =)

     LOVEEEEEEEE

    my fav picture

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    this,for me its so so so not chinese weh. wat do u think?

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    my room for sem 2

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    ppls. in pg =) daniel,i miss u weh. ahah

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    auntie of the year.lmao

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    bff. elica ong. my mother fucker bitch. ahah

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    when i got a lil GONE. wtf.

     

     

     

Thursday, 18 December 2008

  • 带走我

    我有好多话想说;可是现在不是那时刻!
    终于,我能够上到了网志。

    我已完成了我的第二学期的课程。
    这学期,发生的事还蛮多的。不曾想过的,不想要的也发生去了。

    现在,我回到了我的家。
    享受着我的假期。哈哈!
    最近都在忙着和朋友外出之类的。
    可是昨天有点不幸运的,跌倒了!
    结果脚受伤了,走起路来有点不方便的。哈哈。
    老实说,还蛮痛的啊!唉~
    可是我还有点兴奋啦,哈哈!
    好久没跌倒了呢,好怀念以前跌倒的日子!
    好变态哦~哈哈!

    昨天,泡了夜店。
    遇到了好多朋友们。当中包括了前男友。
    一位我曾经爱疯了的男生。
    为他,改变许多的我。哈哈!
    我潇洒的和他聊天,而他却是相反的!
    也许,我看开了,而他还没吧!不晓得啦!唉~

    还有,想和另一位他认认真真地说一声对不起!
    因为我都我又伤害了一位好男人。
    可是朋友会更好不是吗?!
    对不起,你的好,让别人去拥有吧!我不配!

    回到家,我终会失眠。
    搞不懂为什么。
    而且,一定会回忆起好多好多的东西!
    可是都是不好的。王八的!

    近几天,爱上了‘带我走’这首歌!
    好好听!大家不妨去听一听哦!

    我现在-心情有少许低落的!好想念他!
    他快回国了,那一天,我是否该下去接他机呢?
    可是我心灵的害怕该怎么呢?
    我诉说过,可是他们的期望不把我的害怕放在眼里!
    害怕去面对的,我总会逃避!
    时间,帮补不了!
    我懂那是我迟早要面对的!
    可是不是现在,好吗?
    我,不行!我还在害怕!

    我该怎么办呢?告诉我!

     

     

     

    夜深了,风刮了
    我走去窗口试图把它关上
    可是天上的星星对我说话了
    我呆了
    回想了
    可是回忆的拼图,似乎有些迷失了
    我,忘了我们曾经一起数过的星星
    我忘了日记写过的画面
    是上天的安排让我忘了还是我在欺骗我自己
    是真的忘了吗
    还是,我把它们都给隐藏了起来
    风,似乎还带着那一丝丝的想念
    可是我都懂一切都是白费的
    因为,你眼里;没了我,那一切不再是什么
    突然
    眼角,滑落了泪珠
    嘴角再也挤不出微笑
    因为,哭了,思念了
    爱情又再一起把我打倒了
    我输了;白棋已在飘扬了
    还没对你说的话,就让它随着时间沉淀下去吧

     

Monday, 01 December 2008

  • Oh Yeaaaaah ^^

     I'm freaking HAPPY.
    Yeaaaaaa happy! superb happy now. :D
    Because, i jus done w/ my workshop final project!
    Was using Ai & Ps to make it done. :)
    alr face to my lap for abt 8 hours lidat!

    AND WHAT?!
    Finally i m done w/ it =) wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

    Let's see the stupid final i have done

    RGB! copy

    Wish da Lec wil like it

     

    By the way esther n hui han stil working on it.
    feeling tired now. But am nt guin to slip.

    tmr 9:30am class! :( so bad!

    anyway gud night everyone =) xoxo

Sunday, 30 November 2008

  • Lil short update here*

    Assignment is alot. N i knw i shud do sum cathing up.
    This coming week, i'm busy peoples.

     
    Mon- Group project for The stupid dress!
    Tues- Drawing class.
              The dress again.
    Wed- Com Skil's test. Final test!
              Calli: The Movie Design.
                       Story book 80% done.
              Workshop: Final Done! ( i wonder how i'm guin to finish it !!! )
    Thrus-Design 2; The wayer thg. & 3 rationale.
                              The report
                              The project 2
              HOA: The dress presentation. Stupid model is me. Damn!
    Fri: Figure- 15 life drawing & 1 muscle man figure drawing! :(
    Sat: Workshop: Done n pass up. shud be ntg to hand up agen i guess!


    - Let's take a smoke, blank my mind. N dun make a sound -

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    aftr, i gt to continue da assignments again. Tired shit!

    and this few days i always fall asleep. :/ i duno why.
    and stupid peoples keep sms me n its so so so annoying. Stupid!
    whn i dint pick up d cal n dint reply means i'm trying to ingore u, cnt u get it?

    gud night ppls

    -M- xoxo

Friday, 28 November 2008

  • This is a fucking weekend to me. Damn it!

    Ok Fine. Im now damn pissed off.
    I'm in the workshop class now.
    N jus now jus gave my arwork o let lecturer to judge. n u knw wat. He doesnt like my artwork.
    So i got to start it over again.
    N the time line is fucking short.
    Next wednesday. How i m gona finish it in time. =(
    In the whole class, he s like nt much like our artwork.
    Fuck him gently man!
    He is like an idioit n judge ppl n nvr care on ppl's feeling!
    Wtf!
    I'm like wana shout out all those fur letter words now dat i knew!
    Damn it. Fuck u stupid Lec! u're such an idiot! Fuck.
    Nia seng! mak puki..!!! :X

    i'm sry readers! Sry for being so rude on here nw.
    but i rily nid to shout it out instead keep my words!

  • sleepless night*

     

    I have been trying to slip.
    From 2am til now, almost 6am! And guess what?! i'm stil awake.
    And i just cooked my breakfast! =='
    A bowl of instant noodle w/ cup of iced instant nescafe!

    Just now,i was too free n go swim online thru friendster.facebook.fren's blog.
    And thousand of web site.
    And i found out he talked shit behind me! *ex*
    He used to hate those ppl who doing the same thg like what he did.
    But why he cudnt try to think of myside?
    Is dat everyone also being so selfish in the entire lyfe..?
    Perhaps, majority of ppls in this world do.
    Dats called human being i guess so!

     

    To you:
    If someday u found out this verticle is for u, somehow i wouldnt explain why i wrote this on!

    You put on a good show,
    How long can your act last?
    Your act only works on an audience.
    I'm still watching..
    I'll be patient.!

    I'm so sick w/ u now.
    Since the day we broke up, U're acting innocent. Do u?
    Put all the blame on me, talking lyk i'm flirting around? Playing a game?
    Yeaaa in ur mind i might just worth for a word as a PlayGirl. Am i right on it?
    Seriously. U made me dissapointed. Tot i hv ur word.
    Tot we cud b da 'fren' since we r nt suitable to be a lover!
    But now, i think.. I hv no any option to take u as my enemy onwards!

    Maybe. U're right! I just duno who u really r.
    What's behind ur mask dat u wore on!
    What's the ugly side.
    In love made me blind on everythg.
    I judged wrongly. I judged the cover.
    Inside ur heart n mind, i cudnt get it right on my mind. Never!

    I'm happy dat we alr broke up.
    I'm so happy i'm not ur lover,Seriously.!
    I dint put on any hope to get u bek.
    But i just let those memories be the thg dat i would bring it them in my life.
    I'm so stupid! What u did now, totally doesnt make sense to wat u have been saying before!

    I need time to let it go.
    I need time to forget what u hv promised!
    What does it mean to u, i wonder!

    I bet i knew who is actually playing game w/ me!


    Leave me as far as u can! I would be happy with it.
    I wont blame, But i gave myself a lesson!
    Thanks for being my tutor in life!

     

     

     

    Being urself n dare to show! Be who u really are!
    Dat's what i called attractive!

     
     
    xoxo.Milkos :)


     

  • He made me smile when i opened my eyes today morning*

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    Today* i gt up by my alarm around 6:45am.
    & My human being alarm too. :) Jer
    But at last i gt up myself abt 10.
    Fucking sleepy. so gt up kinda late again.
    Watching the gossip girl n draw my figure muscle man* stupid muscle man!
    And gt bai han text, he made me smile with.. "the feeling is mutual''!
    Wat the stupid msg he texted! But at last i smiled for it.
    So ez to get my smile right. i knw.
    Ahah XD
    But neway thanks for telling me dat! worth for my smile :)
    A smile brings my happiness for today.
    Hope later on wont get anythg shit happen on my wonderful friday.
    got to prepare myself for figure class now.

    N ystr, bumped into Chris. The smoker.
    smoke down J block thr. ==' speechless!

    <33 Love is in the air. I knw u loves me!

    sghj

    anway. i wish everyone have a nice day ahead. Update when i'm free again.
    Final is all around. damn it.
    i nid to cut off sum fatty layer to be a skinny model for thursday weh.
    wish me luck.
    xoxo.

     

    Hey ppls. I'm bek toupdate the rest now =)
    so today i was kinda late for the class.
    Nehhh, the stupid housemate locked my bathroom. =(
    so after bathing, get myself prepared n walk to coll.
    sipek hot ler the weather, sob sob*

    wear  Black n orange for today :)

    after reachin the class, i was kinda blur atc.
    i alr skiped my classes for figure last 2 weeks!
    Hehe =P i knw i m fucking wasted my feed in The One!

    so abt today lesson is abt charchoal manikin drawing*
    i hate charchoal. It makes me dirty :(

    Let's see the stupid manikin dat i hv to draw :( i face it for few hours! sienx dou =='

    Memories13602  Neeeeh the stupid manikin! =D
    and after abt 1 hours, i done drawing! but lack of details, i knew!
    but jus damn lazy to fix it anymore. so i jus pass up lidat =X

    Memories13626 Opsss stupid drawing frm me =P

    So i done drawing. wat to do..
    Jus camwhore around to kil my boredom while waiting those girls fin their drawing!

    wrwet * in class :) Me me me

     swerutuy * High view, stil looks damn short! =(

     Memories13628 * my class in Block M. all those my lovely classmate =)

     Memories13645 *The Nicole (Ji Mui) .. So hardworking huh!!! =)

    Memories13651 * another ji mui esther sim =) working hard on her pieces!

     Memories13614 * Ohyaaaa i had a bad hair day today =(

     

    and after the class, we ( me, esther, ying & nicole ) went to dai hei xi hv out lovely dinner again.
    i duno why.. today's food is delicious! =* Yum Yum. slurps!
    maybe i'm in da good mood? ahah XD

    so we talked alot thr n having fun over gossip =P
    girls talk.. cnt blame! always enjoy the chit chat version!
    n wat we did smtg siao. Lets see nicole. She played w/ my scraf!
    Memories13653 * she is atc trying to act 'zhong dong' ppl :) if nt mistaken is arabian*

    And for the last,i got the picture of dine in ppls =) four of us! <3

    qw56rt8

     

    aftr dinner we headed bek to our hs. seperate way. =)
    and i edit sum picture that i played w/ my bad hair for today.
    i'm jus so so so vain. i knew! =)

    esdrftgyhu *ngek ngek

     

    and now i'm so bored to bloging here. what to do. i dun hv the mood to do thr rgb weh.
    sienx dou!

    anyway i wish everyone hv a nice sleep later. i bet i'm guin to sleep earlier today =)
    gud night. xoxo.

     

    i love gossip girl =)
    might be continue watching it later!





Wednesday, 26 November 2008

  • Take my love or jus leave it. I'm always okay with it

    Memories13189  

    Ur T-shirt on my body :)

    Jer. Rmb ur left tee in kl. 
    i like the feeling wearing ur tee on my body. 
    it makes me feel like u're here w/ me.
    but dats so bad u r so far away. 
    wish u're fine thr.
    see u soon whn u return bek in msia.

     

    Let's talk about today.
    another wednesday.
    Ystr midnite around 1 smtg.
    sam & bai han called me up.
    tot wats guin on or wat happen.
    ...
    but speechless on the purpose on the aim they called.
    They asked for drink at ying's hs.
    wtf.
    but ended up, i go w/ them 
    =='
    i hv no idea why also. speechless.
    but i'm sure one of the reason is bcz ystr was da last night bai han in kl.
    so i go n meet them up at T-junction.
    Bai han is da one who meet me. N the sam.. company ying.
    we walked to ying's hs.
    and meet them up. 
    They bought 7-up & Wishky. 38% alcohol.. DAMN!
    first of all, we go up to ying's room. drink.. gossip..
    n they keep putting me w/ bai han..
    why nowadays ppl like to be mei po?!
    and their fren come far away to sunway just wan to who is MILKOS!
    ahah XD he gt cheated la weh, pity shit!
    bai han told him.. MILKOS is fucking pretty. and dat's da reason. 
    stupid! speechless!

    aftr a while we decide to change place. went to sam's hs.
    watch ghost movie. story. card fun.. =='
    so lifeless man!
    and keep drinking.
    play game.. and i'm da loser of the night! wtf.

    And smtg i nvr expect on bai han. 
    his spm result is fucking good. really feel like killing him into pieces!
    all A1. n jus oly gt A2 for BC! WTF! sumore.. TOP STUDENT in jit sin. =X

    tonight is a SKL night.
    seems sam, me n bai han addicted on skl. ahah XD

    and i gt bek home aftr our breakfast around 8smtg morning.
    and wat. i skipped both lesson for today.
    WTF!
    i dun wan to fail any sub weh.
    GOD BLESS ME

    anyway i jus took my lunch.
    3 saugsage. plus egg n cheese :D

    ngek ngek ;)
    and i cooked! lmao.

    anyway. i wana on diet.
    today onward. :)  39kg or maybe 37kg. for my target 
    n i'm 42.3kg now. wtf..!!!
    i'm fucking heavy. damn. Nvr before wehhhhhhhhhh

    ON DIET MILKOS!
    if not ppl wil call u ugly bitch :D

     

     

    I just wana be who i am.
    accept my attitude if u love me. Darlings.
    judge my cover. Yes u may..
    but u gt them wrong i m sure.


    I"M NT A WILD CAT.
    &
    i'm PURE chinese man!


    why ppl keep saying i'm mix?
    Yerrr! I wish. But in fact i'm nt.

     

    Hv to go nw. wana watch da drama n rush sum assignments again

     

    p/s: sry for those ppl who talked in msn w/ me.
    i was sleeping jus nw. sry for nt reply

    Forgive me. N get the love from God.
    God loves me!

    XD
    sedikit perasaaan weh

    Memories13239

    xoxo <3

Monday, 24 November 2008

  • Guys. Thr is smtg Hot cuming this saturday night ;)

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    GUYS!
    U shud get the chance to meet sum girls w/ bikini on & maybe me?! XD

    Wonder why i said dat.. ?!  
    My babe EMELYN's bday is cuming on 1st Dec.
    & u knw wat. she decide to celebrate it in club on this saturday night.
    So i was invited. N the point of this attending is.. They gt theme for dat night!
    Girls need to wear on ur BIKINI!
    i was like wtf.. bikini. cum on. u gt to be kidding.
    But wat to do. They gt the theme..!!!
    i'm a part of it. And ..
    i think twice of it. n i decide to follow the theme of dat night.

    So. It's gonna be my virgin for bikini wear in club. XD
    planning wat shud i wear!!! Headache ~
    the roxy green bikini.?!
    it doesnt look HOT on me.
    or maybe i shud get a new one ?!
    but nowadays roxy dun hv da nice collection for me. sob sob

    And wat make up i shud put on my stupid ugly face?! damn it.
    anyway i m ready for it..

    anyone.. wana see me wear bikini. ahah XD

    i bet no one! :D

     

    anyway cnt wait for it.
    cz i cn see all the babes wear bikini.
    and wonder who wil be da hottest one :)

     


     

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  • Just ordinary girl & out going girl. I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. I am a devil or an angle.I am sometimes in between. I am as good as it can get. I am as bad as it can be. So dont ever try to mess with me. I am simple yet complicated. I can be very innocent now, but i can turn to a very mature people in just a minute. I dont like people to judge me when they do not know me at all. What they have judge on me is just the cover of me. They can not see deep inside of mine. And i believe on I was born to learn, to grow, to expand, to love, to create, to enjoy, to see the beauty in all things including myself! But I was NOT born to be perfect.

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